Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare"
One hand: It's do or die. It's drop your bombs or don't survive.
You can't be the captain going down with your ship because that would mean getting pulled down in the wake of sadness and pain and anger.
It would mean choking because all these feeling are pressing on your chest without leaving any oxygen.
And you actually want to win this war.
Other hand: Clouds of sulfur that means clouds of sadness which choke you. And you don't care because after you've been hurt in such a way you can't see a silver lining on the horizon.
But if the clouds didn't kill you then maybe the bombs which are mean words or actions which attack your heart like arrows.
And you don't know whether you want to survive in this heartbreak warfare because obviously you're the victim.
"Once you want it to begin
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare"
One hand: You can't stand what's happening to you anymore and you wish for the war to begin. You wish for it to erase everything that's been there and you hope that after its darkness there will be bright light and a white knight.
You're aware of the fact that you can't win because no one wins in such a war.
But you don't care. All you want is an improvement. A change.
Other hand: You're opposite wanted this war to begin. You're just the victim, hiding. You're hiding your feelings because you don't want to get hurt anymore. You can't stand the pain and the anger, the hate and the crying.
And you're hoping that your opposite will realise that nobody wins in heartbreak warfare.
"If you want more love
why don't you say so"
One hand: Do you really want more love? Actually no. Because this love didn't make you happy. This love didn't even take away your breath in a positive way.
It just choked you because you weren't free to be yourself, to say what you've been thinking, what you've been feeling.
So you just don't say so. Because it wouldn't be true.
Other hand: You want more love. You desperately desire love and caring. But your opposite doesn't realise and you don't know whether this person is ignorant or not aware of anything or just too shy to be passionate and honest.
But you're also too shy. Too shy to just say so. So you don't.
Don't you just hate getting your heart broken? ''